LOVE LIFE

In the next few days. my fingers will remarry my blog. i’m exciteeeeeeeeeedd!!

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I just found something in here. Thanks to tumblr. my newest crush after I found my husband. so kilig.

Chloe does it.

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time to delete. move on. Christmas is getting near!

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napa! shit! ako! ang sarap naman! :) do I need to say “Happy day to Americans” ?! :)

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i miss the sun! i am craving for a sunny side-up! good morning everyone!

Beautiful 536

hot coffee,double delights,and a MacBook Pro - i am set.

the sound of the the baby who is trying to latch on her mother triggers me to do this. to reminisce. to go back. to tell you a BEAUTIFUL story.

it was January 16,2012 here in the same spot where i am right now. i had Chloe in my arms. she is so stubborn for she won’t latch on me. we had our first fight. i can still vividly remember her extraordinary scent. the touch of her soft pinkish skin -fresh from my womb. her 100 % volume cry. my struggle to feed her. it was not painful. it was DIVINE. it was BEAUTIFUL.

motherhood is BEAUTIFUL. it will make you or break you. and it just MADE me. made me a BEAUTIFUL person. as for me and my house! just kidding. sometimes it will break you. BREAK your heart. because you will suddenly realize that TIME is inevitable. it flies. and you cannot chase it. you cannot go back. your Child will grow and all you can do is watch them.love them.care.cherish.teach.play.and learn from them. Yes, it Breaks my heart because just like what I have said. Just a year ago. I was here with my Chloe having some feeding issues with her. Now, things has changed - a lot! I am here with my sister who’s having some contractions with a background music of the crying baby.

My coffee is not hot anymore! it’s too cold in here!

December 10,2011 here in the same spot. yes. exactly the same spot. my sister Lara was in the bed. I am the nurse. not RN just for the note! she gave birth to my BEAUTIFUL niece. The same spot was also her room which I really requested. Here in the same spot I saw how my sister transformed into a BEAUTIFUL butterfly. From that ugly cocoon to that BEAUTIFUL mother. It was so moving. My heart just melts. You can see in her eyes as she tries to feed my cute nephew. You can see a mother. A blossoming mother who is just one step from her journey - Breastfeeding and latching.

Latching is important. Most especially for babies. It’s hard at times. Cos there are times that they cannot latch perfectly. It causes terrible pain on the mother and sometimes it leaves wound. But if you are a mother and you are willing to give the best for your child it will be as easy as 123.

Breastfeeding is hard? NO. It is BEAUTIFUL. It is a gift from God. Imagine those mountains can produce milk! A milk that is complete of vitamins and minerals that ABBOTT or WYETH cannot give to your child!! A milk that is so wonderful it gives your child what exactly they needed. Starting from birth. Which is the Colostrum that it gives to your child that is the number one source of antibodies! that yellow thing! my dear, don’t underestimate them. As your child grows, breastfeeding becomes more Beautiful. You and your child develops this wonderful connection. That great feeling you cannot get from any brand of formula milk. The bond that only breastfeeding can give to you and your child.

My coffee is really cold.

July 4,2012 just a year and a half. I am here again. Doing this click!click! but this time my nephew is not yet to come. He is still in his wonderful and BEAUTIFUL world inside his mother’s womb. I am so crazy about this! 3rd time at Rm. 536. I really cant help but the smile in my face is so big! It’s like Chloe is just here. Oh! our memories! It suddenly just flooded my heart. Not my mind. But my heart.

I must say that Asian Hospital and Medical Center is really a home for me. I saw one of Chloe’s nurses in the Huggery. She recognized me and we had a little chit-chat. They are all really warm except for the new ones. hahaha! I can tell. By the way, I am so missing my mother who was here when I gave birth. I wish you are here with us. You are our comfort.

Cold coffee. One piece of bread. Lights Off.

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